Sunday, 26 March 2017

A Love Letter

Oh Yes !! This is for the Love of my life, My Mom.

She was a woman like no other. She gave me life, taught me, fought for me, believed in my dreams and most importantly loved me unconditionally.

Mom, there aren't enough words, and even if there were, they'd betray me if I tried to describe how important you are to me, and what a powerful influence you continue to be.

The compassion that I have, was developed merely by watching you, your generosity and kindness towards others. I see the world full of wonder because (of your imagination)(that is how you introduced it to me).
Your drive and perseverance inspired me to never give up in life.

I remember when you were losing your health, going through chemotherapy,  battling cancer valiantly, and in spite of all the hardships and pain you went through, you always told me, "Don't you worry about me, I will be fine very soon". And somehow I always believed you.
Whatever i am today is just because of you.
You taught me life lessons that no book could ever possibly teach me. You taught me how to be emotional yet to be strong like a rock, tired but still not lose an iota of pace, worried but always full of hope, to thrive even in chaos.
You have been my life changer, every single moment of every single day.
I remember you in a million different ways. You are the sunshine of my every morning, in the night you twinkle down at me from the sky, you are the music to my ears, the beauty in my eyes, the fragrance in my breath, Everything, whether it be a date, a song, a place or some other random stuff, reminds me of you.
Your life journey has taught me something which I wanted to share:
 "Life is a brief intermission between death and birth, Enjoy it.!!
It would be sensible to look at life as a long chain of surprises and new revelations. So live it sportingly. The goal of life is not to achieve some mythical point of perfect materialism. No such Apex exists. The goal of life is simply to work hard at becoming better than you were yesterday.
In life there are no wars to be won, only battles to be fought -Personal, Physical, Social, Psychological and spiritual."
Mumma you are my eternal comrade, My 'Forever' Companion .
You taught me everything I know, but you never taught me how to live without you. I am still unsure which pain is worse- the grief of what happened or the ache for what never will.
All I know is that you loved me unconditionally and that you always wanted to see your princess happy and I'll try my best not to let you down. :)
You gave me forever within a number of limited days.
I know wherever I am, however I am, you'll always be there with me, lighting the darkness, guiding me when I'm lost, catching me when I fall, for you were, are and always will be my Guardian Angel.